December 2010
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I'm anxious.
I feel like this happens every new year, regardless of what the last year was like.
I get nervous about the future and what this year will bring. Right now I’m just thinking that 2010 was amazing for me, so will 2011 continue that for me or will it all go downhill? I don’t know. I’m stupid like this. I get anxious over stupid things. I’m excited for a brand new year, but...
Everyone says 2010 sucked.
For me, it was pretty great. It’s basically when my life turned around and started going a better way. I lost friends, I made friends, there was some drama, there was some fun, but it brought me where I am right now. And for that, this year was amazing.
l0velygab asked: Oh hey there ;)
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How I always think i'll spend my new years:
eleventy7:
How I’ll actually spend it :
people are stupid.
Get a life please thank you.
I feel like looking nice.
I’m just going to Molly’s house, but I still feel like looking nice. I’ve been looking like crap all week, so I guess I wanna put some effort in. Molly and Amanda are my best friends and could care less, but I guess it’s just for me. To feel good and like I actually care about myself. hahaha I just don’t wanna be a slob all winter break.
Pointless post, sorry. I told...
I need some good books.
Maybe that will help my insane boredom. School’s been keeping me busy and I haven’t read a new book in a while. Any suggestions? I’m open to almost anything.
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ignore me, I'm bored and posting a lot.
Sorry for all the posts. I’m insanely bored and there’s a lot of crap in my head right now. Keep reading if you like randomness.
So I was having a nice conversation with someone over texting and I replied, adding to the conversation. They reply with “sooooooo”. Did I send something weird/boring? Sorry, I’m awkward. You should know that by now.
I’m a grammar...
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Story time. #1
The Brody story (the kid I was texting)
Okay well this all happened last school year. I was in the play and he was on stage crew. I was trying to get over some guy (the next story) at the time so I was just focusing on friends and school and just having fun. I knew who Brody was but I never really got to know him. That changed during the play. We became really good friends and he was a really...
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this is a random, long post.
I had a really in-depth discussion with a friend last night. I just randomly texted him to say hi, because he’s just a really decent and good person and we always have good conversations. Anyway, we started talking about how much people have changed and the friends we’ve lost and such. I told him that basically what happened to me is that most of my elementary/jr high friends became...
saying goodbye sucks.
i get to see my best friend, my other half, once a year. we had an amazing sleepover with our friends and now just like that, she’s gone again. i hate goodbyes. they fucking suck.
“You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and...”
– Buddha
“Nobody can bring you peace but yourself.”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
“All our dreams can come true is we have the courage to pursue them.”
– Walt Disney
i found an old sheet of quotes.
i printed out a sheet of quotes to cheer myself up a really long time ago. sorry if all the posts are annoying, but i really like a lot of them.
“I don’t wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be...”
“To live anywhere in the world today and be against equality because of race or...”
– William Faulkner
“I don’t know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to...”
– Bill Cosby
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my other half is coming back.
my best friend who moved to NC 2 years ago is coming back for her annual visit. she’s like a sister to me so im really really excited. i finished the scrapbook i was working on for her, and tomorrow she’s coming over. im so excited you cant even imagine! maybe with her around ill feel normal again, like how the old times were.
enjoy the last 3 hours of christmas, tumblr.
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christmas is magical to me.
but honestly, this year it doesnt even matter to me. i got amazing gifts, but you could take all of them back and id still be happy, i wouldnt care. jon being home and safe was truly enough of a present for me. you have no idea how much that affected me and my outlook on life.
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i can't talk to him.
he has no phone and no computer because he needs to rest. i know that is what is best for him and i know im being so selfish. i cant help it. this whole situation made me realize how valuable life and friends are, and i want to cherish every moment with every friend. i want to spend time with him because i realized anything could end in an instant. but im being selfish. he needs to rest.
merry...
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thank you god.
he’s home he’s home he’s home. thank you god. i feel some semblance of relief now im just so glad i can talk to him and he’s okay. holy fuck i love life right now. thank you god thank you thank you thank you.
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this is in my personal blog too.
i post everything on my personal blog, but i need to feel like im actually talking to someone with this one. venting to myself isnt making me feel better so i need to try.
a friend tried to commit suicide last night. he probably would have died if i didnt randomly text him. he took an entire bottle of pills. i begged him to tell his mom, go to the hospital, something. i was literally begging. i...
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